2/17/10
WTF? are you serious? What is wrong with you? These are questions I ask myself a hundred times a day. I am old, unemployed broke stressed and soon to be homeless. I am stretched to the limit and have no out. I can't even kill myself because it would be a financial burden on those left behind as I have no life insurance. the best i can hope for is to get hit by a city bus.
What went wrong you ask? How did I arrive at 50 with nothing but debt? well it started when I bought this house. I had a perfectly good house that I could afford and I let myself get talked into buying this piece of shit (i do love this house) and morgtaging my future. Better schools, better location much larger (3 times) the house payment. then I got fired a bunch of times and things went downhill from there.
Why do I keep getting fired? People don't like me. I am not a nice person. I used to be but then life got the better of me and now I just don't care. thats not true I do care but now I am not so sure how to be a nice person.
And lets talk about the fat. I am 75 pounds overweight. How did I get that way? quite quickly actually. one minute I was doing tae bo three times a week the next I was 250 pounds and no Idea how I got there. more later