I am actively trying to want what I have. This is forcing me to make enormous changes in my thinking processes but in the long run (or the next 10 years) it will make me a better person. Now the question is do I really want to be a better person or do I just wish I was a less miserable person. I expend lots of energy being envious of people who have more than me financially. More specifically house wise. My house is always dirty, my furniture is beat up beyond belief, I have no carpet and it generally looks like teenagers decorated my house. I really would like nice furniture and carpeting. Not sure how I would go about getting that though. I don't have any money. I have a house that is falling apart. I could not sell this house without suffering huge losses if I could even sell it.
Lord I am a whiney bitch.
So where to start. Lets start with less clutter. I could start with DVD's. I have tons of them that I never watch. I guess I could sell them. I don't know to who. I could buy a purse or something.