Suicide

Sometimes its the right thing to do. To try at least. When you are 15 and in tremendous pain that you cannot understand or see past and no one is listening including me. At least this one act if you fail will get you the treatment and attention that you need. My precious boy, my Jared is in that kind of pain. He was diagnosed last summer with a multitude of learning disabilities and disorders. When he came to me to tell me about how scared he was, about his future about his relationships, I so stupidly replied well Jared, you will have to work harder now. Nice. Regrets, I have them.